Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Tired and Happy

Its been tiring days for me.
Video shooting, assignments rounding up and due dates just around the corner. damn!!!
Been to Klang for shooting, well, its fun.
At least we get to stick our butt on and learn a lot of stuff.
Its truly difficult to get a video shoot nicely and hit our requirements.
Throughout the shoot, I've been given a new nickname, "NG Queen" lolx... Why I've been given dis name? Theres so many times of NGs' and everyone laugh n laugh n laugh. hahaha!!!
But its funny and fun. But wish to have more time for the video shooting.
Emm... assignments, yea. lately been rushing assignments like hell.
Now am actually rushing one. But too bored so blog up sumthin.

Valentines dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy..................
Oppsss....too long.
Well, malu to say that this my first time celebrating Valentine's Day.
I did had a great day except for some exceptional cases.
On that day, the holy early morning I;ve to rush to Kl central to meet up my mates for shooting. Thought that around 5pm only will finish up everything. At last, around 12sumthin finish ord.
Then others plan to go sing k, but am going KL central to meet up my dear.
Ingat mau balik rumah mandi then go out de. End up went back home den wait for dear.
I understand his situation.
*dear,am sorry for that day but some cases, hope u understand*
Dear came to pick me up then went to KL area, walk around then to Pavilion for dinner. Later on, concert outside Manage listen to Landy Wen Lan and Gary Cao Ge songs. Well, admit that they're nice. Lovely ><
Went nearby his house then open up pressie.... surprise. hehehe!!!
*Thank you for the pressie hunni, I LOVE IT*
Then yum cha v dear's mom, later both of us went to little genting for some nice views.
A while later, pit stop around KL nite area. woohhh...saw some drunken ppl.
Some hugging, some crying, some walking unsteady, some laughing, some sleeping on de street. gosshhhh.....
Overall, I had a great day and nite with him. Will never forget the first Valentine i had with you and I'm happy to be your Valentine.
** Whats so special about Valentine's Day? haha!!! err...not reali special. Just normal cuz i felt that its a day for couples to gather around and spend times together. emmm.... don have to spend so much. hehe!!! I feel that for now. But one special thing for me is that, I get to spend time with my love one. haha!!!

Monday, February 9, 2009

Settle up

These days have been happy days for me.
I dunno whether i did change not for the time being, BUT for sure i wanna change, TO A BETTER PERSON, out of all that i've encounter.
Been taught and learn, advice from friends, things will go on well if trust is put upon each other.
Yea, its truly REAL!!!!
I'm learning and gaining trust towards each other.
Sometimes i do miss the good old me but sometimes i doesnt.
I've learnt to be more confident towards myself, learnt that as a girl, deres always improvement no matter what.
No matter what, I really have to upgrade myself to a better person.
Let people look upon me, not look down on me.
Let them follow me, not me following them.
Let them respect what I am doing, not wondering what I'm doing.
Time passed and things are changing no matter what.
No matter to good or bad, we still have to face it.
Human beings used to be like this and are like this.
Felt that when things happened, we find holes to hide. But i learn to face them with a wide smile.
We grow, we face problems, we hate problems, But after facing it, we love it.
Because in conclusion, things ain't that bad as what we've been wondering.
We must brave and tough to face it and by then, try to challenge it.
No matter it's gonna be a good or bad till worst conclusion, try to face upon it and don't hide from it. There we learn mistakes and lessons.
From negative, turn it to positive. As everyone says, NEVER TRY, NEVER KNOW.
So... Why not?
Well, for now. First and foremost, things have to be settle up and go on with the plans that I've been longing for.
P/S: Am looking upon you and giving the bestest out of me, learning mistakes and challenging with tough situations.
Looking upon towards the stars and up upon the future......

Saturday, January 3, 2009

Past & Resolutions

Well, I've been nagged by my frenz for not updating my blog. hahaha!!!
Am now ere updating k.... woohoo!!! read it.
Dear mei, i do admit tat blogging is fun and sumtimes do get addicted towards it.
Sooooo.... hehehee!!! paham paham la....

2009 is ere. Ord ere.... Buh bye 2008.
New year, New Resolution....
Whats mine???
1. Really need to diet. Damn it.... been gaining lots
2. Save money. Sumtimes overspend. hehe!!!!
3. Be more hardworking. Concentrate in my studies
4. Driving license...This been dragging for long and nagging frm lotsa ppl..syiittt!!
5. Think deepyly towards what i really want and aim for my future.
6. Not to let others worry bout me.
7. Be more truthful towards others
8. Do something i really want with my fren and long for.
9. Be de besties of all.... Do whatever i can help..(ST, try my best to be dere for u...;p)
10. Not be so stupid anymore...arrghh!!! wake up RACHEL KOK. cb
11. Hope i get what i wished and longed for. (I bet some may know what izit. haha!!!)

I bet theres still more coming up.... hahahaa!!!!
Just cant reali tink of any now. Kinda MOODY ere!!! syyyiiitttttt!!!!
sometimes how i wish I can get what i want, but i know theres nothin for FREE!!!
Theres alwayz a need to work hard to earn for it.
No matter what we learn in life, its always a special piece of advice and lessons from others. I do APPRECIATE it much... Thx guys!!!

What did i do during 2008???
Not much!!!
Been naughty for de whole year, but bet theres changes towards me.
More hardworking,

Communication getting better between my family and me. Especially MOM!!! Love u mom!!! Am really happy with the progress, hope to get better.

Know lotsa friends throughout 2008 (no matter who they are and de difference of de age gap)
(especially ST, its reali a pleasure knowing you, really do. Appreciate you sharing lotsa woth me and did learn a lot frm you. "U" MEANT alot to "ME", Besties? U're one to me. All we did in 2008, hope all turns out in 2009 too.) ;p Thank you.

Having my mates around me is one that am proud and happy of. hahahhaahaha!!!

But overall, am happy with everything i owned in life. Really do. Thanks men & women. hahahahaha!!! Just to all of you out dere. Lotsa lurve....!!!!

2009....Its HERE!!!!
21...veri soon. Growing old!!! is that de word should be used??? nahhh!!! jz MATURED!!! hahahaah!!! have to accept it.
Golden key coming to me soon, but, still tie up with my parents. Theres still things i kenot do and forbid with. Just listen to them, as well, they're my love ones.

What do i wana get for my 21st.
Hope for sumthin special and celebrate with special ones. wakakakaka!!!
Am aiming all kinda things right now, real lots. But duno all my wish come true not.
HOPE IT WILL!!!! hahahahaa!!!
Been giving hints out dere. So, pandai pandai la semua.