Friday, May 9, 2008

Selfish & kind, STUDY

New semester started ord. OMG!!! i fail one sub last sem which is de stupid graphic paper. urghhhh!!!
resited de paper ord... now waiting forde result.
hope everything will be fine, hope i can pass this paper... *oh lord...pass oni.pls*

hmmm...sumtimes i wonder. why human beings are so selfish???
no hard feelings k human. am jz wondering and thinking oni.
coz now i encounter a problem...
a fren of mine get sumthin from a person... it can be share with others as it helps others a lot too... but why doesnt my fren help???
so... why humans so selfish???
i owiz get scolded or talk by my frenz. dey'll say, why i owiz let others make use of me??? why i so kind??? i was wondering... is this bcoz of i'm STUPID??? *woops...-.-"*
well, for me...i reali duno why. i found tat its reali hard to push others invitation or helps. i felt tat i'm hurting tat person and frenz are mend to help each other. i dont want any enemy's around me.
but for one thing, i noe its gd to help ppl, but if de person doesnt reali treat us as frenz and backstab by dem.... it hurts a lot. i owiz get those, and to tell all dose backstabbers, it reali hurts k. tink b4 u wana say anythin to harm others.

woops.... words gone too far ord.
back to here...
well, tinkin a lot dese days. although new sem jz started... am owiz in front of de comp lookin and arranging de notes...
mom saw and asked why i use so long (2days) to finish up this thing.
i was like... mom... if not??? but truly.... mom... i wana study hard for u and dad and myself.

dis morning... i arrive coll damn earli coz of bro. den called jackie coz thought hes tat earli.
haha!!! at 1st say got class...den call me say lazy go class, so we go asia yum cha.
hmmm... talk bout degree...
wah!!! now i'm scared. go Austrailia??? yea, i plan to do so.
but... it needed more den 3.0 CGPA to get dere. not takin de last sem results but de whole 2 and 1/2 years result man. all add up den divide. jackie said tat at least muz every sem de results must get A or B no C.
i was like... WTF. oh man. i ord get 3 C's and one fail. dis time sei lor...
luckily, he add up few words... "dose which get C now u must buck up to get A"
then i was tinkin... hmmm... A ar??? duno can or not... but for sure. i'll try my very very best to do so. muahhhss.... GOD BLESS

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